Loss Guidance

I do my best but sometimes I go through difficult times.
I can be a terrible sister, friend, or daughter to people I love.
Times when I just don’t have the capacity to care.
I have a whirlwind in my mind that I have no more room.
There’s no space to give to others whether it is good or bad.
Those times I feel awful – the act of not being there.
Sometimes you just have to accept that it is okay to be selfish.
You may make mistakes and could push people away.
Sometimes they come back – other times they leave for good.
I lost a lot this year, but I may have gained more.
As they say – growth and change are painful.
Even though there are things I wish I could change.
I realize they are guiding me to where I need to be.

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