I’m A Lot of Things 

Here’s the thing I’m not perfect and will never claim to be. I’m not even close to being “chill” – some may call me dramatic. I see it as just having a lot of feelings. I see things from everyone’s perspective which makes it difficult for me to stay upset at someone. I empathize way too much with everyone which makes watching shows and movies – even being in public- difficult. I’m the one who pulls over to the side of the street to make sure the turtle crosses the road because I can’t bear to not know what happened to it. When I feel like the world is crashing down on me, I lash out at the people closest to my heart. I believe in the made up situations I have in my head. I care a lot and find it hard to let go. I’m stubborn and a worrier. I am loud and obnoxious. Sometimes I speak before I think which makes me say some stupid things. I’m a lot to handle which pushes people away. Some days I’m a star other days I’m dirt. My anxiety begs me to ask for reassurance while depression asks what’s the point. I never believe I’m enough or worthy – even though everyone else is. I have my issues and I’ll always will. 
I’m also trying. I’m never complacent and I have big dreams. I will stand by people’s sides. I will be there for others always. I try not to judge and I like making others happy. I’m a mess but a great one. I’m a pain in the butt but I can also be the best thing in your life if you give me the chance.

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