I’m here. But I should be there I should have gotten better sooner
I should have figured it out sooner
I should have been present
I should have been there
Instead I’m filled with regret
With the coulds and the shoulds
The what I would be doing now
It shouldn’t have taken that shock
I shouldn’t have to be so desperate
For you to see
For you to hear
I shouldn’t have to break again
To build myself back up
But I’m here now
Doing the act of pretending to be okay
Of doing the best that I can to take care
To care for myself. To find myself
To be okay with where I am
It’s a process but I can do it
I deserve happiness and peace you know
Just wish you there to see it
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So well written. đŸ˜Œ
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