Sometimes I wish I could be everything Because then I would never be nothing. Then I could never have competition. I could be everything you needed me to be. And more. I would never have to wonder about others Because they wouldn’t be better than me. If I was everything, then I could be happy.… Read More I Wish I Could Be Everything.
I’m here. But I should be there I should have gotten better sooner I should have figured it out sooner I should have been present I should have been there Instead I’m filled with regret With the coulds and the shoulds The what I would be doing now It shouldn’t have taken that shock I shouldn’t… Read More Should Be There
Tell me, how do I define my worth? Is it how many likes I get on social media? Or how much money I earn? Maybe it’s how special my job is? Perhaps it’s my education Well I don’t get many likes Or make any money – let alone have a job I never went to… Read More How Do I Know My Worth?
When it’s 3am and I can’t sleep My thoughts roam to the demons that rule this hour I avoid looking in mirrors I don’t dare make too much At 4am the real demons come The ones that make sleeping impossible Am I doing enough ? Am I enough ? Is this the right path ? … Read More Late Night Thoughts
Do me a favor, please. I need you to see me for who I am striving to be. Don’t see me for the moments when I break. The moments when I fall apart. The moments when I succumb to insecurities. The moments when anxiety takes over. The moments when I want to disappear. See me… Read More Don’t See Me for the Moments
Dear Loved Ones, Trust me, I know I’m difficult. I’m hard to please. I jump to conclusions. I think I can mind read and predict the future, and it’s usually an awful future at that. I know these habits can be a self-fulfilling prophecy. I see what I have to do to change, but it… Read More A Letter to My Loved Ones
I’ll never be the one with the most chill photos Or the one who always looks nonchalant I will never be carefree I will never be the one with nothing on my mind Or the one who is climbing the highest mountains Or walking the longest trails I will never be that artistic Or the… Read More The One’s I’ll Never Be