I Breathed to Live

Last week, I was sick, and I acted like an asshole. You know when you’re sick, and you are just completely out of it? That thinking clearly is just way out of the picture. So add that to having anxiety and depression and already having a bad week. Never a good mix. I wrote a… Continue reading I Breathed to Live

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“I Feel Bad for Anyone Who Ever Has to Date You.”

Someone a few years ago told me: “I feel bad for anyone who ever has to date you.” Since then I haven’t been the same. I feel the guilt to this day for any person who “puts”up with me. You MUST be an angel for how can anyone honestly stick around for me? I screw… Continue reading “I Feel Bad for Anyone Who Ever Has to Date You.”

On Top of a Mountain

Give me some fresh air. Let me have that moment on top of a mountain. The time when you do the thing you swore you couldn’t do. It’s when you go to bed happy after a long week of crying. It’s when you are surrounded by people you care about, and you feel at peace… Continue reading On Top of a Mountain

When You Forget to Live

eMost of my life I’ve been scared. I’ve been scared of sticking out of the crowd, of failing, of trying, of looking stupid, of dying. These fears hindered me and how I lived my daily life. In my first two years of college, I would simply go to class then go back to my dorm.… Continue reading When You Forget to Live

Giving Up

There are some days when I feel nothing. Sometimes I’m okay with that, other times it’s really hard to feel that way. It’s when something good or funny happens, so you feel like you should be happy but instead, you feel nothing. I prefer that over feeling everything. On the days I feel everything, the… Continue reading Giving Up

Everyone Else Has it Better

It’s easy to judge others on the outside looking in. Especially, with social media nowadays. With looking at people’s lives on social media, it is easy to assume that everyone has a perfect life. We see their highlights. We see what everyone else wants us to see. Usually and understandably, people want us to see… Continue reading Everyone Else Has it Better

Tangled & Can’t Breathe

There are some days when I feel like I can’t breathe. I feel the weight of the world pressing down on my chest. Every bad thing I could possibly think of will start happening. The feeling will come and grow throughout the day. If it is one of those days, any small thing can trigger… Continue reading Tangled & Can’t Breathe