I am Nothing

You know when you do your best, but it’s still never good enough. Or when you try to explain something but no one seems to get it. I’m paying my dues you know. I am trying really hard. I’m doing everything I need to do, but it doesn’t seem to be working. Nothing seems to… Continue reading I am Nothing

The Torture of Falling Asleep

When it’s the end of the day and your eyes are lagging, moving to bed is the next logical step. Sometimes that step is the hardest. Picking yourself up the couch, brushing your teeth, and walking step by step to your bed. The energy it takes to do that can be unfathomable. Some nights I… Continue reading The Torture of Falling Asleep

When I want to quit…

Today I wanted to quit. I wanted to leave it all. I became so tired of trying to be okay, giving, pushing through. I wanted to go home and crawl under a blanket. I wanted to cry. I wanted not to think. I wanted to skip over the next few months. I wanted not to… Continue reading When I want to quit…