I’m Lost. I’m Scared. And it’s Okay.

I have a confession: I am lost. I’m not sure how I am supposed to feel about anything. I am not sure how I should tackle anything. Sometimes I feel like I am just making everything up as I go along. The twenties are supposed to be a decade of being lost, confused, and filled… Continue reading I’m Lost. I’m Scared. And it’s Okay.

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My Life is Changing This Week – And I’m Terrified

I gave a warning to that person in my life. “I’m going to suck this week FYI.” He probably saw that coming. This week is my last week at my internship. I have been here since August. The ending of this internship brings me another step closer to being able to graduate from graduate school.… Continue reading My Life is Changing This Week – And I’m Terrified

The Future is Scary

Sometimes the future is scary. I become paralyzed wishing for it not to come. When there is so much happening, it is easier just to wish it away. To wish to wake up months from now and just know that you survived it. It’s when you have so much to do, but you don’t even… Continue reading The Future is Scary

Safe Guards

I long for safety and the guarantees. In relationships, there is no way to have any of these. There is always a chance of falling for someone else. For people to let go and move on. An opportunity to get hurt and break down. There is also a chance for beauty and happiness. It becomes… Continue reading Safe Guards

A Letter to My Loved Ones

Dear Loved Ones, Trust me, I know I’m difficult. I’m hard to please. I jump to conclusions. I think I can mind read and predict the future, and it’s usually an awful future at that. I know these habits can be a self-fulfilling prophecy. I see what I have to do to change, but it… Continue reading A Letter to My Loved Ones